Singapore Hamsters Club: Disappointment - Singapore Hamsters Club

Disappointment is what I'm feeling right now. Why?

Before, I loved someone so much that I gave him everything he wants. When I said no, he will throw tantrum and say "I really want this holiday" or "I just want to relax, work is stress". I'm fine if you telling me our financial is not tight. But the more I let him control the whole situation, the worst it gets. At last, he is the one that hurt me the most..

Now, same scenario occurs again. Same thing happen again. But this time it's not him. Its someone I thought he would be different from any other people. Someone who I can trust, someone who I can rely on. But eventually, he too hurt me now.. My tears are dropping now... You promised me before, not to be like him. You break it..

I wonder how many times do I need to go through this before I found the right one. Lately, I began to think twice of everything and I wonder, should I walk this road myself, alone.. I'm tired of crying and been hurt so badly. I barely can take it anymore. Life is so unfair to me.. Why?